"I have been lying to everyone including myself, but today I finally told the truth: I am not okay. I am not happy. I do not have it all together. I have no reason to get up in the morning. I am scared."
Thank you for that.
It's nice to get one of those every once in awhile.
It made me cry.
It'll get better now that you've told someone.
I hope you'll let me know how it goes...